Have had some good news...

Today,am had two lots of good news,which has helped a shit day seem a lot better.
The National Autistic Society sent one of their staff around to say am have been awarded more days with their residential support staff.
She wanted to tell am,but am was told was too out of it [in own mind/world/whichever stereotype want to use] for her to get the attention of,apparently she is going to be working with am as well.
The people who deal with benefit stuff also phoned staff today,and said am owed a big backpay of money from income support.
As long as the managers dont dare putting it towards the stupid care debt,am like this very much indeed.

Also,am was a 2-1 yesterday/had two staff from the national autistic society,they took am out in the NASs car,am always go to sale water park after pets at home but wasnt great at sale there this week,some sort of machinery started up in a nearby field as am and both the staff were walking down the paths,Dawn later said it like helicopters although said it was a tractor.

am had gone into severe meltdown and shutdown so was good there were two staff this week,when am came around from it,am heard strangers stopping and asking if am was ok and one stranger offered his phone without asking,am didnt need anymore help but it is nice that they offered help,am often get offered help,is this a Manchester thing?

Am was restrain walked back to the car by them both and Dawn drove to Jacksons boat pub just down from the car park and brought all drinks of pepsi to the car,am ended up covered in most of it as post meltdown am cant swallow well,am got hold of Dawns finger and tried to pick nose with it,she said she thought am just wanted to look at it!

Am had also covered self and bedroom in johnsons baby powder,as am like the smell of it a lot, and tried to cover Dawn in it,but she was too quick,and stole the bottle off am,nice end to a day.

Today,had had a meltdown because of staff changes,am had been told all day yesterday who was coming on this morning and they phoned in sick this morning,it set am off instantly,am was also sent into another meltdown because of the usual residents banging doors all day and being allowed to get away with it.
Shitty day,maybe baby powder shower will make it better.