Overdose

Not the on purpose type of over dose.
It was the stupid bastard with a crap short term memory over dose.

Tonight staff were giving am last medication of the day,and am had the usual big tegretol with small tegretol,and a red and white,due to having a short short term memory,am had forgotten had just taken the big tegretol tablet,and there was one lying down,so took it.
The staff started looking for it,and said it had fell out of the packet [on big plastic sheets of tablets] and wanted to know if am was hiding it.
Shit.

Am have been on different forms of tegretol since teenage years,and have had quite a lot of wrong overdoses,so knew what to expect and wasn't bothered.

It just made am drowsy and in a couldnt care less way [like having a little morphine] and it was a good thing had happened as all the residents who live in the downstairs unit decided to have their meltdowns,and also the usual banging of the doors,stereo up full etc.

Am actually going to see if the CPN could get the tegretol increased until am can get the new medications added,as there hasn't even been a sign of the neuro appointment letter yet.