Thursday, 19 January 2012


a few weeks ago....ish,had asked the sis woudnt it be great for orla [sisters daughter] to be able to go on a holiday to disney world or disneyland paris and she said yeah but they will never be able afford it, for various reasons they have money problems and cant afford UK holidays even.

had decided was going to save up money as often as possible to pay for a weekend break for niece,sister and bro in law and had told staff about this plan.
they looked up prices and stuff,and said it was expensive but was thinking for her birthday next year or the one after.
am thinking of the disney resort-davy crocket ranch which is a forresty sort of area with log cabins to stay in instead of noisy hotels,theres various ways of getting there that one hasnt been worked out yet.
woud love to go on holiday to the animal kingdom hotel in disney world to but its an impossible task without general anaesthetic saedation for going near airports/into airports/being on planes etc,and have been told disney world is ridiculously noisy by people without sensitive hearing who have been there.

woud like to be a nice aunty to orla,and give her what self and sister almost completely missed out as children as we never had close contact with any aunties/uncles unless they were pissed and phoning up an [also pissed] mum to have caterwauling arguments.

living in residential care am always being told spend are capped to a offensively small amount by the government,and have not got any left over for self when the motability car and minibus petrol are taken out of it,cant even afford horse riding anymore thanks to this fucking government who has left em in debt again with care bills.

so will find some way of saving for this.

 --now in the late stages of having a POA [power of attorney]there is more than one person being put on it,will finaly have an end to all the official trouble that staff get about being the ones who act on behalf,totaly pissed off as well that the bank recently froze the account thinking it was being used by some blackhat hacker because there were only the same small amount ever being used which has always been the case if they will have checked records,plus it came from the same local place.
blackhats will buy things upto/around what ipods and iphones cost on another persons credit card as apparently they dont get frozen,no way will they bother just taking out the cost of a very small amount of petrol.

 started making transition visits to get to know a certain sensory and soft play centre today-especialy for people with autism,but also for disabled people in all forms and sizes.
its called jump space- and is incredible from what remember of it [was overloaded by it being new and having to take so much in,not sensory though].
woud recommend it to autistic adults or children anywhere on the spectrum if they feel they woud get something out of it,its in stockport,manchester,england.
they are extremely adaptable to sensory difficulties,which is a rare thing to find even with other places that deal with autism.